Bubbly!!!:)

Well in one word…. Sucky. I feel so alone right now… I dont really fit in with my company, my roommate totally ditched me, and I miss my mama. I love the classes though! They are so uplifting and are really helping me through this week. The messages they have inspired me to be better. Don’t know if a second year is going to happen, but the messages are worth this year:) Wish me luck!!!;)

Last week was seriously one of the best weeks if my life!:) It was so spiritual and fun!:) Especially winning the cheer off! I miss it sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much already! My testimony is the strongest it has ever been and I made so many friends there! I’m so thankful for the opportunity I had to go!!!:)

So this is what it feels like, huh? A broken heart. Like you’re unwanted and unwantable along with this hollow feeling? If this is what it’s all about, I’m not doing it again. Count me out… Hopefully my acting skills aren’t too rusty, because I need them right now…

I found out what’s going on. Its the same exact thing I’ve struggled with for a while… He means the world to me and I am so proud of him getting help for a problem that can really get overwhelming. I am so glad he felt comfortable opening up to me… Its a hard confession to make. He’s going to be number one in my prayers from now on…:)

He finally answered me!!!:) He wasn’t mad, but he wont tell me what’s up… I’ll figure it out sooner or later… I’m just ecstatic he’s still talking to me!:)

I can’t believe he would act so immature… I mean, we are just friends. Don’t get jealous!